Today I had a bit of a reckoning with myself. I have a friend that I know from NYC …we have kept in touch all this time. She has travelled to europe a bit. She is coming to Bologna for 5 days and then to a villa with a group of people in Umbria. I feel this terrible need to share my knowledge of Bologna and area….thoughts on Umbria. I wasn’t asked so , these days, I am pulling myself back and not offering. I so want to be of help…I so want to blaze the trail, but, if someone had wanted my opinion, they would have asked for it…
so, I give up.
Effort better spent on me and my life.
It’s difficult.
I want to be of use in this life, but my knowledge is not needed or appreciated.
I get used to writing responses like …”sounds like you have a great trip planned…have a wonderful time”…
and then I must let it go.
LET IT GO.
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